"TIME" & "LIFE"....

I woke up suddenly in the middle of the night....so I'm here expressing myself.

I wanted to write something....something that would make everyone "THINK"...but then i thought what better than "LIFE".Life is so mesmerizing,we meet new people....we befriend them..bond with them knowing that we would part with each other sometime in the distant future.Yet we allow ourselves to be played by "TIME",even if the joys are transient but we still try to enjoy each n every moment of "LIFE".

It gives me the jitters thinking about "LIFE" after 4 years here, how we made the transition from school to college leaving our childhood friends behind embarking upon a new journey...a new phase in our lives( IIT ).But letting it go,letting your friends go is never easy and it would never be...this is something i feel dearly. Imagine that after a short period of "TIME"...we would move on with our lives...each heading in a different direction to new dimensions of his/her unexplored "LIFE".Oh! i would really miss each and every person i have ever met here,each and every moment spent laughing,each and every moment spent crying,each and every moment spent thinking about "LIFE".

I guess "TIME" and "LIFE" are the zenith of human existence that we will never be able to understand.

After a long Time...

Finally i got some spare time..phewwww! These past days have been on and off like anything...Post midsems i dozed off my days and nights..Then came Manthan-The God of all Competitions.Our Hostel (Manas) gave a very good fight despite very few facchas,but we came in second to Kameng (Damn u!!) while Kapili n Dihing celebrated their 3rd and 4th position like anything..lol...Subansiri was 5th as usual and the "Only words-NO Action Hostel"-> Umiam was last.No one counts Barak n Siang as hostels.
After the disappointment in Manthan came the debacle in MA201 quiz...I screwed it up again!! Can u believe that?? Actually anyone would if they had seen my preparation for the quiz. Skipping past it we had our Departmental freshers with a lot of fuss between Btech. and Msc. , the food wasn't up to the mark thanks!! to Palash n Pondy bhaiya.Enlightening me from my damped spirits was Diwali,i had a lot of fun this time with the Hagga Dj! n Fireworks although i missed my home a lot, specially my mom.Then things got ugly between Nikhil n Arun on diwali night due to Arun's stupidity n Nikhil's lack of humour.
An amazing thing happened yesterday ...our Discrete Maths quiz first got postponed n then canceled due to France Day celebrations. Due to lack of enthusiasm among IIT students,nobody turned up for the event..we were used like crowd.. fed with booze and meat at a political rally,to save our IIT from embaressment.I was fine with it as i hadn't prepared well.Now i have to think about internships/projects and shit...i have to choose my "field of interest"..n make my C.V. pump it up a little bit.I'm starting to miss my home n feel like running away from all this.....................................

Horrible Midsems....

This past week..starting Sunday have been awful days for me...long night-outs bearing no substantial results for me....Specially today's paper on Matrix computations was horrible...i never did so bad in an exam...I'm angry on myself for not studying regularly....if only i did it..things would have been different.The only papers in which i did marginally well were discrete n culture.
My resolution to get a 8 C.P.I. by the end of this sem seems difficult now...after screwing up my midsems .This last exam has killed all the joys of exam getting over....i can't celebrate to anything.Now,I can only hope to do well in my endsems..to savour my grades.

A Big Let Down...

Today i feel dejected.....as if thrown out like a fly from a glass of milk. A certain someone has hurt my feelings. I feel so damn helpless.........i can't do anything...about it. Ohhh! I had it.....this time I'm not bending over....I made a wrong decision ......I feel like getting back home to my "REAL" friends.....I'm all by myself...... :(

Back in IIT......3rd sem....

Finally,
I have returned to my 2nd home...the day of arrival was pretty hectic...with all the mess of registration n running around for prof's signatures.I have settled down....n back to my normal routine...the new mess is gud untill now.....nandu has moved out to another lobby...n ajay has filled his void.....two mnc bro's rocking it together.The courses this sem are damn tough ....4 maths courses...two labs...and hss elctive....I have taken up Cultural Theory and Practice....Authorities are quite strict on ragging issue this time...we can't even talk 2 our fresher's let alone touch them....seriously we r screwed..... :P

TECHNOTHLON...

Today i conducted the conducted TECHNOtHLON exam(IIT Guwahati's own genius idea) at Bhubaneswar...which was a huge flop....no surprise considering the sloppy publicity work done by me and Dev(naam to suna hoga.....).Only three teams showed up out of 5 teams registered excluding KV's.I felt so embarressed...but we had no choice, the opressive weather conditions only made it worse.Elsewhere students showed up in hundreds....the event is a huge success on national level ...hoping for good participation next year from Bhubaneswar...
Meanwhile my personal life has been like that of a couch potato ...eating n sleeping....The c++ classess at Lakshya(The Misssing Link....) finally got over on 15th july.My friends have started leaving for their colleges..while i'm stuck here...till 28th.....gosh IIT! I can't wait to come back.....

Monsoon in Orissa

It has been pouring cats and dogs these few days in bbsr...enjoying it a lot....my classes of c++ in lakshya are soon going to be over and we have to conduct techno in bbsr..so much work..huh!now it's getting boring here ...can't wait to go back to iit....

Back in Home...

It has a been a long time enjoying in home....currently going for c++ classes in lakshya....and reading java on my own...first few days after returning to home were spent in good old dhenkanal...
I came to bbsr around 27th may...and has been rocking since....
Also attented my cousin brother's marriage....I recently had my school reunion of 10th classmates....at suryansh rooftop...it was awesome....got to see some of my very old n dear friends.Hoping to learn matlab soon...towards the end....Work for publicity of techniche and technothlon is goin on meanwhile...not at full pace but slowly and steadily....

Best Day Ever in IIT

The period after endsem was getting a little dull and not much fun was happening as expected but yesterday night changed everything.As i was about to sleep i heard a loud thunderous noise ,woke up suddenly to find a raging storm and winds blowing easily over 100 k/hr.Then it started pouring like cats n dogs with the wind making it even more worse.We could not control ourselves and all hell broke lose...we started dancing in the rain thrashing against the wind bare-chested we could hardly hear anyhting the winds were so furious....then the lights went out and we went bizzark shouting and houling like animals.Everbody came down to the grounds splashing water on each other.....sliding through our lobbies and fallling down on our butt.I seriously would have regretted misssing this much fun if had went home,but thanks to NSO i am here.....YIPPPEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

A SIGH OF RELIEF

Finally all my exams are over and i have time to write my blog.....it has almost been a month since i last posted something...:0 In this past month i have been literally bombarded with quizzes ...heavy study hours...and the endsem.....I hardly slept for 4 hours a day.....during the exams...if all goes down well i could get a C.P.I. of abovce 8.00 ....In the meantime another bomb was dropped on me in the form of extra NSO sessions after endsem for below 75% attendance..which i'am currently attending instead of going home to bhubaneswar......still i have almost all my friends here.....so a week more here in iit til i flee to my home.....

A Beautiful Dream

Today i had a beautiful dream....i witnessed a major event going on in IITG with people flying in from diff. parts of the country and we were welcoming them into our hostels...among the crowd i saw some of my old friends...and a special someone standing right there in front of me....we were amazed to see each other..talked about how i missed her...she did not seem to be interested...n i took her on a campus tour..then to city and drank coffee in barista...on the route i asked her about what she had done in the past years...she was so beautiful and enchanting...couldn't take my eyes off her...seemed to love every moment of her company....then we went to see a movie screening in auditorium..n she was quite impressed by it....as we two sat there talking i wished if could freeze this moment to eternity...n obviously i woke up reality and felt a deep sting in my heart....i knew i would miss her... :(

JUST LIKE THAT!

Just like that days have flew by and quizzes have arrived again..days of pleasure are soon going to be over..the monotonous routine of watching movies n soaps will have to end if have to get a C.P.I. above 8....so lets buckle up! n dive into the dark world of books....personally not much has changed..although i seemed to have gained a few extra pounds adding to my huge tally...

MIDSEM RESULTS....

ME101-21 out of 85...huh!
BT101-30.25 out of 35....yeah!
MA102-23.5 out of 60......ok!
CS101-54 out of 100....yuk!
PH102-NOT OUT YET....

Results apart my life has goin on very smoothly..enjoying post midsem period with P.A.F. n couple of sports events in the hostel....

A Normal Day....

Today i took a bath finally god knows after how many days??...felt good..i have passed my whole day mostly sleeping n watching stuff on my laptop...looking forward to an exciting weekend...PAF is coming....

MY FIRST ELECTION....

Today i stood for welfare secy post of our hostel along with two other candidates Atinder & Anshuman....elections were held in which only the first yearites voted. Anshuman won with overwhelming votes.....best of luck to him...but the part that shook me that i got only a single vote that too to rub it in my face....I now feel that the "friends" i thought i had made were only superficial....and i'm still aloof from everybody......

BT101 RESULT...

Today my BT101 midsem result was declared...and i was pleasently shocked to get 30.25 out of 35....atlast good marks......now atleast i can hope to get a 10 grade in biology...

Sikkim Tour...Day 1

Saturday,7th March

We reached N.J.P. at about 6 a.m...and went to SEN TRAVELS ...to book us a tour plan....Here abishek a.k.a. jadoo gave us his brilliant idea of three days n two nights package..for which we had neither time nor money....which led to a fight..n amid all this confusion..we ended up booking a tour package we had no clue about...Atlast we left for gantok in a "14 seater" lacchar or something they called it....On the route we witnessed the largest garbage dumpyard ever with eagles n vultures numbering in hundreds...hovering over it....not a pretty sight i tell you....Then as we aprroached the mountain roads our tummies started to say o! oh!..here we go....vomits after vomits...the vehicle nearly got a paint job....we stopped in mid route for breakfast where i got a chance to go to the banks of river teesta....the water was ice cold..Then i entered into another argument with jadoo about "SHUT THE HELL UP!"...gosh! he just went on and on and on...glarifying his sadistic attitude...already we were upset about the whole vommiting thing..n here was jadoo adding...salt to wound...I would have seriously kicked his ass...had it not been for others...After that i fell asleep as jadoo had no topic left to blabber about....n woke to find myself in gangtok....It was a beautiful hill station...then we were escorted to our hotel "Juniper Inn"..where we got fresh n left for local sightseeing of gangtok...(between all this no one wanted to share his room with jadoo)..we visited the Banjhakri falls,a buddhist monastery,flower garden,cable car n finally M.G. Road..it was extremely beautiful...like foreign countries..no littering n spitting...tiled floor n pavements....after spending few hours shopping..we went back to our...hotel after taking dinner at "Rasoi"...

Sikkim Tour... Day 0

FRIDAY,6th MARCH '09

We set out to the railway station after packing our bags in a jiffy...we(a group of 14 people including me) had to catch a train to N.J.P. ,the nearest railway station to Gangtok.We had very high hopes..as we set out on this journey...gossiping like girls...throughout the entire night on the train....(Bakarz...)..We were glad to find other students of kameng hostel also going to Sikkim in he same coach as ours(S5)...till 2 a.m. in the night everybody was asleep..to get up early at 6 a.m....

MIDSEMS OVER!....

Today my midsems ended with PH102 exam.....i didn't do quite good....expecting around 15 out of 30...but who cares! I am off to Sikkim for holidays with my friends....i am very much excited...hoping to see great places and enjoy a lot.....

MODERN BIOLOGY....EXAM

Today i had my BT101 paper..it was the best paper for me so far....expecting to get around 30 out of 35......tommorow i have PH102 about which i have no clue....at all right at this moment writing this post....but after tommorow's paper i'am off to SIKKIM...on a holiday trip with my friends....

MECHANICS EXAM....

Today i had my ME 101 exam..i barely attempted 3 out of 8 questions in 2 hrs....lets hope that whatever i have done is correct......still it will fetch me only average marks.....
tommorow..i have modern biology paper...it's easy.....mug up and vomit....

MATHS EXAM...

Today i did better than i had expected....after the horrible 1st quiz where i scored 1 out of 15..i feared the worst..fakka.....but after today's exam i can safely say that no fakka....tommorrow i have the monstrous ME101 ..i dearly pray to be able to solve at least a single question...

MIDSEMS......STARTED....CS101 EXAM

I have nothing to say except that i didn't perform as expected....perhaps my confidence...i would not say overconfidence........took me down...committing very silly mistakes......yearning that the next exam would be better....(MA102 aaaaaaahhhhhhhh!)

MIDSEMS MAYHEM...

Today...while studying maths i felt a very disgusted feeling....getting sick of this place...and tension boiling up during exams..with no emotional support from family....i reminisced about life before coming to iit,how easy it was..deprived of these feelings.....i hope to get rid of it..,as soon as possible ...nahin to maths mein fakka lag jayega boss...........

AS DAYS PASS BY.....

It has been a long time since i have written something...nothing much has changed except for some horrible quizzes.in these past days...just had a gr8! picnic to RANIGHAT..this sunday..enjoyed a lot with friends...n seniors....

1ST QUIZ OF 2ND SEM

Today i had my first quiz of 2nd semester..it was of ME 101..DIDN'T GO AS WELL AS EXPECTED...looks like another low scoring quiz.... :(

ALCHERINGA'09

Writing after a long gap...coz...i was very lazy....so ALCHERINGA'09 starts in 3 days..the biggest cultural festival of the east.SONU NIGAM n CHETAN BHAGAT are coming to our campus...can't wait to see them...

1st SEM RESULT

I got 7.73 as my S.P.I. & C.P.I. ...Quite satisfied with it....looking at my effort.

LUCKY DAY

I woke up at 10:30 am,missed all the three lectures, still no attendance was taken....& no CS lab was there.So a virtual Sunday for me.......

FIRST DAY OF 2ND SEMESTER

As expected same old boring lectures....no labs for me today....almost slept throughout the BT & ME lectures.....

BACK IN IIT

It feels gr8 to be back in guwahati with my friends & DC++.Things haven't changed much around here..but the weather is much colder than BBSR.Looking forward to a whole new sem....

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2009!

ALAS! My holidays have come to an end...I leave tomorrow for Guwahati. Today i went to Puri to take blessings of LORD JAGANNATH before i leave to embark upon a new phase in my life ....the 2nd semester in IIT GUWAHATI. I am anxious to know my result of 1st sem which wouldn't be that good i know..already...lets hope for the best....