"TIME" & "LIFE"....

I woke up suddenly in the middle of the night....so I'm here expressing myself.

I wanted to write something....something that would make everyone "THINK"...but then i thought what better than "LIFE".Life is so mesmerizing,we meet new people....we befriend them..bond with them knowing that we would part with each other sometime in the distant future.Yet we allow ourselves to be played by "TIME",even if the joys are transient but we still try to enjoy each n every moment of "LIFE".

It gives me the jitters thinking about "LIFE" after 4 years here, how we made the transition from school to college leaving our childhood friends behind embarking upon a new journey...a new phase in our lives( IIT ).But letting it go,letting your friends go is never easy and it would never be...this is something i feel dearly. Imagine that after a short period of "TIME"...we would move on with our lives...each heading in a different direction to new dimensions of his/her unexplored "LIFE".Oh! i would really miss each and every person i have ever met here,each and every moment spent laughing,each and every moment spent crying,each and every moment spent thinking about "LIFE".

I guess "TIME" and "LIFE" are the zenith of human existence that we will never be able to understand.

After a long Time...

Finally i got some spare time..phewwww! These past days have been on and off like anything...Post midsems i dozed off my days and nights..Then came Manthan-The God of all Competitions.Our Hostel (Manas) gave a very good fight despite very few facchas,but we came in second to Kameng (Damn u!!) while Kapili n Dihing celebrated their 3rd and 4th position like anything..lol...Subansiri was 5th as usual and the "Only words-NO Action Hostel"-> Umiam was last.No one counts Barak n Siang as hostels.
After the disappointment in Manthan came the debacle in MA201 quiz...I screwed it up again!! Can u believe that?? Actually anyone would if they had seen my preparation for the quiz. Skipping past it we had our Departmental freshers with a lot of fuss between Btech. and Msc. , the food wasn't up to the mark thanks!! to Palash n Pondy bhaiya.Enlightening me from my damped spirits was Diwali,i had a lot of fun this time with the Hagga Dj! n Fireworks although i missed my home a lot, specially my mom.Then things got ugly between Nikhil n Arun on diwali night due to Arun's stupidity n Nikhil's lack of humour.
An amazing thing happened yesterday ...our Discrete Maths quiz first got postponed n then canceled due to France Day celebrations. Due to lack of enthusiasm among IIT students,nobody turned up for the event..we were used like crowd.. fed with booze and meat at a political rally,to save our IIT from embaressment.I was fine with it as i hadn't prepared well.Now i have to think about internships/projects and shit...i have to choose my "field of interest"..n make my C.V. pump it up a little bit.I'm starting to miss my home n feel like running away from all this.....................................

Horrible Midsems....

This past week..starting Sunday have been awful days for me...long night-outs bearing no substantial results for me....Specially today's paper on Matrix computations was horrible...i never did so bad in an exam...I'm angry on myself for not studying regularly....if only i did it..things would have been different.The only papers in which i did marginally well were discrete n culture.
My resolution to get a 8 C.P.I. by the end of this sem seems difficult now...after screwing up my midsems .This last exam has killed all the joys of exam getting over....i can't celebrate to anything.Now,I can only hope to do well in my endsems..to savour my grades.

A Big Let Down...

Today i feel dejected.....as if thrown out like a fly from a glass of milk. A certain someone has hurt my feelings. I feel so damn helpless.........i can't do anything...about it. Ohhh! I had it.....this time I'm not bending over....I made a wrong decision ......I feel like getting back home to my "REAL" friends.....I'm all by myself...... :(

Back in IIT......3rd sem....

Finally,
I have returned to my 2nd home...the day of arrival was pretty hectic...with all the mess of registration n running around for prof's signatures.I have settled down....n back to my normal routine...the new mess is gud untill now.....nandu has moved out to another lobby...n ajay has filled his void.....two mnc bro's rocking it together.The courses this sem are damn tough ....4 maths courses...two labs...and hss elctive....I have taken up Cultural Theory and Practice....Authorities are quite strict on ragging issue this time...we can't even talk 2 our fresher's let alone touch them....seriously we r screwed..... :P